i was the only one that kept her memories

why ?

WHY? why do i have to remember? Is this supposed to be funny? A cruel joke? I remember what it was like to not even be a person anymore
I remember what it was like to hope to choke on your own blood
Why did they have to hurt me?
I dont know why Sorath brought me back. Maybe she wanted to teach me a . Maybe she wanted to show me something. Or play a cruel joke. Hurt me more.
I dont know

i was forced to feel the coldness of death before i emparted to others. Maybe it is better that way. Maybe it is worse. i wonder if i really feel their pain or if i simply choose to.